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Leavesz
eternally conflicted & continually afflicted

Aura @Leavesz

Age 20, Demiboy ( they / it )

Argentina

Joined on 7/12/24

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Leavesz's News

Posted by Leavesz - January 18th, 2025


I won't be cheking in on this place too often. So I thought I'd write this post to let you know where I'll be more frequently online, In the rare case you're one of the two people that'd like to know what I'm up to.


For music uploads:


youtube - soundcloud : Most of my music at the moment will go to these two. Soundcloud will potentially be used more frequently for lazy individual track uploads as it doesn't require me to render a video to publish. Youtube might be used a little more infrequently but because it doesn't have a stupid track upload limit certain things may stay for a little longer in there. Recently been uploading a lot of old garbage in there, if you want to take a listen to some older work you might've heard before.


bandcamp : An uncertain future due to the fact it got sold off to odd music licensing corp, but if it doesn't explode tomorrow at some point I might put out an album or two on there, whenever I figure out how to deal with the economical side of things.


For more personal stuff:


neocities : I've had this account for about 3 years now and I've only done any significant work with it in the past few weeks. It doesn't have a lot in there yet but I'm thinking of reposting some older blogs in the near future so I can set up some more convenient templates for uploading and sorting through the posts. Maybe even setting up a gallery for the art I sometimes create. I'm thinking I should keep it barebones html for now while I figure out how to lay things down before I go trying to make it look pretty, just to be easy on myself with learning this stuff. I'm sure I could make it be a real website sometime soon.


bluesky : This one might stay, or it might go. Like most of my accounts really, they're all very volatile because I'm very volatile. I like having someplace to scream stupid blips into the void to get them off my mind, but that's about it. I don't really like the UX and the fact that it's literally just twitter with a different team behind it. Mastodon has certainly got to have the bestest UX you could possibly need out of a service like this and that makes me want to go back to it if I ever figure out how to host my own instance, because that is the main thing keeping me away from it; getting somebody's instance in trouble for being the jerk that I so often am would make me feel bad. The thing with this bullshit though is that I deeply despise the core concept of it all: social networking, so I don't think I'm ever going to be too fond of shitsites like these.


As for my account on this site:


It is an odd catharsis, to finally get off this site after spending so much time on it. If I hadn't deleted my account thrice I would currently be at level 35 with about 13.190 EXP, 1.300 blams 1.580 saves, about 200 reviews, 400 forum posts. That's how dedicated I was to this site in the past 3 to 4 years. I am still angry about that, but I can't care about it now either way. None of that really matters anyway.


I can appreciate the thought behind this site, I can appreciate the noble effort to keep up something like this considering the current state of the mainstream web. It's just clearly not for me. So I won't be uploading much here in the future, might log in from time to time just to look at porn and zero star shit I don't like, LOL. Seriously though, nobody wants me here, and I'm not gonna try to insert myself into this site anymore.


That's all.


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Posted by Leavesz - January 9th, 2025


I think at this point it's for the better that I forget about this place. I've always tried so hard to fit in, I've always tried so hard to be a part of it. I've never felt welcome here. I've always stayed despite the fact that nobody wants me here. This site has always felt like just one giant circlejerk that I was not invited to. It just doesn't do me any good to try so hard to fit in somewhere I obviously don't belong.


This is just not my place. I don't belong here. I don't want to look back anymore. I'm just going to move on now.


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