not coming back here, for real this time, I'm gonna replace my password with a 500 character string and delete the entry from my password manager. I'm left with conflicting feelings regarding this and every other social media site. They are all garbage, circlejerks I showed up to uninvited, and I'm supposed to take part of that to get anywhere, knowing full well no one gives a shit about anyone other than themselves, using others like a ladder, I don't wanna be a part of that, I don't wanna be a part of anything, no one wants me to be a part of anything, I can't fit in with anyone anywhere, I'm a psychopathic weirdo to everyone everywhere, I'm always left out of everything, by others, by myself.
I hate you.
because I live under capitalism and I am forced to find a way to turn work into money, I still have to find a place on the internet if I want to make a living out of music, so I'm gonna stay at my neocities page for the moment, also on youtube because sadly it is the only place where I could get listens by pure random chance without having to take part in networking with strangers to take advantage of them.
to end on a lighter note, here is a nice song I think you should listen to.