I think at this point it's for the better that I forget about this place. I've always tried so hard to fit in, I've always tried so hard to be a part of it. I've never felt welcome here. I've always stayed despite the fact that nobody wants me here. This site has always felt like just one giant circlejerk that I was not invited to. It just doesn't do me any good to try so hard to fit in somewhere I obviously don't belong.

This is just not my place. I don't belong here. I don't want to look back anymore. I'm just going to move on now.