I missed 3 days of jamuary already I am doing so well at that. I think it might be appropriate to say I won't be keeping up each day from now on. I was having fun with it but then I hit a bit of a depressive episode a couple days back and I'm having a hard time to recover. Did you know that when you hit rock bottom you can actually fall further down the earth as the floor below you cracks wide open? I think that's just lovely.

Anyway. Because even at giving up I manage to half-ass the job: I might still find some time to make a track some days, and if that happens I'm gonna be updating the Jamuary post. So if you'd like, maybe come back to it by the end of the month and you might find some other new tracks in the listing, maybe.

As a sort of consolation prize for failing so quickly at this self imposed challenge I went back to listen to last year's Jamuary tracks. I've kept them to myself for a while so I thought I could put them out online, because music is meant to be heard I suppose, so here they are. You may listen to them, if you'd like.

And that's that. One last thing, a few days back I gave up my integrity and created a Bluesky account, horrible I know. If you wanna read my pathetic rambling with more frequency you may find such pleasant writings over in there.

Because I need to make things to feel like I'm alive I'm thinking I'm gonna utilize the time I won't be using to make tracks each day and repurpose it for drawing and other miscellaneous coping mechanisms such as watching hour long videogame playthroughs and drinking 5 liters of coffee in the morning while I try to ignore the mindnumbing pain exuding from the massive holes in all my teeth because I have not yet gotten an appointment for the dentist and I don't even know if I'm gonna be able to afford it anyway.

That's all for now.