This is a compilation of various favourite tracks I made in the past 2 years (around 2022 to 2023). Some aged better than others, quite a few are actually awful and were included in this album solely because it needed some filler in between the good parts so that it had more impact.

Most of these tracks are the paradoxical result of the frustration that inevitably arose while creating them, having very little practical theory knowledge meant relying predominantly on intuition to compose, what made it more of an inefficient trial & error process that rarely allowed any room for good habits to take on a longstanding form.

Although for a while it was all that was necessary to transpose an ephemeral emotion into sound to soothe myself with, to keep me company when people around me didn't. Sometimes those emotions morph into another in the middle of the creative process, what tends to turn the mood of the track in odd ways that maybe weren't intended in the beginning, but regardless of that fact they are there in the end.

Sometimes I put this album on before bed, when I don't have anything better to do than lay down half awake in the middle of the night, or the middle of the day, while I reflect on things. I put this together that way, listening to the playlist and moving tracks around, adjusting their positions until they started to make sense and tell a story I could relate to. What makes it something special to me, something I couldn't possibly share with anyone as all that it meant to me would not be perceived by anybody else.

And here I am now, releasing it anyway. I don't really know why. Music is meant to be heard, I suppose would be a good excuse. I don't know if anyone'll care to listen, and honestly I don't really care if nobody does. All of the music I make, I make for myself. If you want to listen I hope that you might find something of interest within this collection of songs, and that it might accompany you even if for a brief moment in the way that it accompanies me.

I'm not really sure about what I'll do anymore. I don't have much of a reason to keep going with anything, but because I am still mostly alive I really need to find one. I'm looking forward to Jamuary next year, that is always a fun event to partake in. I will always keep trying to be better than I was a second ago, no matter how hard I manage to screw things up every other minute of my existence. I recall a few years ago I had this phrase on the about section of this userpage: "I do thing, sometimes good, sometimes not so good, I'm always willing to improve" it was so innocent and full of hope. I really want to go back to that mindset these days, even if it is difficult to see the world in a good light anymore, I should focus on improving my self so long as I have that left.

Okay now, that is all. If people want it I might put up some mp3 download of this thing online at a later date.